Sunday, October 31, 2004

last weekend, i and auntie margaret were watching a movie, sky captain, and after the movie, we were just sitting down at some cafe for a cuppa coffee when she took out this leaflet from the church and showed it to me and she said, "there's a talk at church tonight about same sex attraction, go with me?" my first reactions were like oh my god, auntie margaret is gay? then i thought more reasonably oh my god, auntie margeret knows i'm gay?! but she met me and john and that was so long ago, why did she suddenly bring it up? then she said she's interested in the topic. actually i was kinda touched she wanted to know more about it.. but i refused politely. didnt want to go there and then hear the priest say stuff i didnt want to hear. i doubt he'll say anything like that. but just in case. we didnt go in the end, just sat down a little longer but i made me feel a little guilty. like getting caught with your pants down by your parent. ahh well, we'll see where the road leads.

Posted by Dominic at 9:51 PM

so anyway, i'm gonna be going to the signel institute for a 2 month course. its at chua chu kang. CHRIST ALMIGHTY! thats far. So far i don't even know where its at. i dont even think i've been to CCK in my life. thats really far. they would probably let me out every night at 6, but then i probably wouldnt know where to go cause it'll be too short a time to go home have dinner and then be back by 2359.

GOING TO SIGNEL INSTITUTE

minus points
1 too far, wont be home during weekdays and grandma's not well :(
2 no internet, no communication, no ipod
3 they will shave my head <-- big minus

plus points
1 new environment, meet new people ;) (dominic = people person)
2 king coil baby!
3 new things to learn, new challenges
4 no 2WO Chew there <--- big plus
5 heard it's a fun place

guess i should be glad i'm going, see ya'll next weekend.

Posted by Dominic at 9:12 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

was watching tv just now (they were running old episodes of Singapore Idol. jerry was still in it -_-" ) and there came a segment during the commercials where they showed a jap drama serial and there was this part there all the main stars were at a field watching the sky and one of them caught a shooting star. and then one by one, they began shouting their wishes, dreams. "I wanna be the first to get married!" "i wanna be a teacher!" "i wanna make it rich!" all was very well, and then i began thinking about mine. what is it that i want? immediately, a few things came to my mind, to study at a university, a fantastic body, a wardrobe by D'squared, to speak italian, a lifetime unlimited supply of Dunkin and KrispyKreme Donuts. however, i know, at the back of my mind, that the one thing to make me happy, was the four letter cuss word. love. i just got to find it.

Posted by Dominic at 10:52 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

its 746 in the evening, and i'm at my desk in the office.. everyone's home. cept me. i have my music and my rations beside me. vegetarian, they ran out of normal. but it's alright. :) i'm alone in my office cause the chief clerk has left, in fact he just left. "goodnight Chief!" i'm listening to gold 90.5. i used to think that the channel was for old people but i listen to 98.7 when i was in primary school, class95 in secondary school, it just seemed like a natural progression. we just had a new computer in the office that has internet access. yay! i just had a thought, i hope my office's not haunted. i'm not gonna look over my shoulder.. nothing behind me.. just so you all know, i'm gonna go for my signel course on the 1st of november! it'll be for 1.5 months and will end on the 13th of dec. damn, my phone just died, there goes my connection to the world. someone said he would buy bk for me. turkey bacon double. it's almost as good as a mushroom swiss cept the the mushroom swiss is too cheesy. especially after a vegatarian meal. since i havent typed here for such a long time and i dont know who reads this.. probably people i dont know, i'm gonna take this time to say "thanks for everything, for being there for me, for the good advice, for the caring, for the messages." people used to say to count your blessings, and i know that. and you're one of them." damn, the music is making me sentimental.

Posted by Dominic at 7:47 PM